[Her face probably matches his; it's been getting warmer the longer she lets him talk, and she's pretty much remembering why she doesn't -- ever -- let him get this far in the first place.

She's never sure how to approach this with him, because liking him is -- almost (two years? three years) new to her.]

I thought you'd make fun of it since it doesn't match me at all. Mama's got sure a weird sense of fashion, and she thought it'd make me look really fun for the kids, and -- [She bites her tongue to keep from starting her awful ramble again and averts her eyes to the wall again. It's better than looking at him by far. And honestly, judging by the way she's acted so far about him asking her out -- she can't really blame him. Doesn't make talking about it easier.] You're right when you say I'm interested in... in going out with you. I just -- I don't know. I don't know.

[ugh just let her die]

I mean, if we went out then we'd do -- really coupley stuff, right? And wouldn't it just be really weird if we went home and were still going out and then everyone'd want to know what happened and we'd have to tell them all about Saeng Seong and things like that! [Excuses, mostly, but it's not like she's trying to deter him. She's just very straightforward with her feelings, and once her talking starts there's not much of a stop to it.] And I guess I really don't know how I feel about ki-- kissing you, because I don't mind holding your hand or hanging out with you, but kissing seems kind of out of my league and I guess I wouldn't really want to be a disappointing first kiss or anything like that because you deserve a really good kiss, not one by some virgin kisser, and --

[Nope. Nope!! She buries her face into her arms, just. Just, whatever god Saeng Seong has? Just kill her okay. Really. 100%.]