01. Primus | Audio

[5thchild]

[ Since he hasn't touched anyone yet, Kaworu is feeling the effects, but he tries to keep going as if it doesn't bother him too much (because it doesn't). Rather, he is much more curious about everyone else, to be honest.

And that's what this post is about, really.

His voice is gentle and soft, as always, and though you can't tell, he is smiling. ]

Hello. I have a question, to those who don't mind answering. If possible, would you like if your friends and the people you care about were here? And to those who do have someone, are you glad you are not alone?

[ AND for those who don't want to answer philosophical questions, Kaworu has another question ]

And since I'm still learning about what I'm allowed to do in this place, I would also like to ask. What do you enjoy doing on your free time? [ he wants to learn, but where to start ]

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[Video]

[5thchild]

Don't worry, it's not important.

[Video]

[forevalone]

Of course it's important!

[Video]

[5thchild]

[ sorry, Shinji, but he is only going to smile softly.

Kaworu doesn't think it's something you should worry about and not something you should know about right now. ]

[Video]

[forevalone]

Tell me...why won't you tell me?! Kaworu-kun!

[Video]

[5thchild]

...

Using Evangelion Unit 01, you wrapped its hand around my body and crushed me to death.

[Video]

[forevalone]

_{[Shinji freezes, shoulders tensing. He can't bear to look at the screen any longer, pressing the palms of his hands against his eyes.]}

So I...I killed you. I killed you.

[Video]

[5thchild]

I asked you to. [ he is glad Shinji did. ]

It's not something you should feel guilty about, Shinji-kun. You fulfilled my wish, you did what i asked you to do, even if it hurt you.

I'm sorry I made you suffer.

[Video]

[forevalone]

_{[How can he ask him not to feel guilty? It's a ridiculous request on the Angel's part. All Shinji can do is keep his eyes covered.]}

No...No I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

How...How is it possible I've killed both of you? Both him and you the same way. I don't...I can't...

_{[It didn't make any sense.]}

[Video]

[5thchild]

[ Ah. Did he die the same way, then? Or perhaps what Q-Kaworu told Shinji was a memory? He doubts Q-Kaworu lied to Shinji.

Aha. That's right. He is Kaworu, but Kaworu isn't him. ]

You don't have to apologize to me. [ he is sure the pilot already has apologized far too much when talking to Q-Kaworu. ]

Shinji-kun, you have been living here for two weeks. Haven't you felt better, more at rest? Please, try to continue like that.

All I want is for you to be happy. [ it doesn't matter to him which Kaworu is it, as long Shinji is happy ]

[Video]

[forevalone]

_{[He'd been feeling somewhat at ease but still worry plagued him more often than not. This however, this whole conversation, is just sending his feelings and emotions tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down...]}

I...

_{[What was he even supposed to say to that?]}

...I think I need to lay down, Kaworu-kun. I'm sorry.

[Video]

[5thchild]

[ Kaworu shakes his head. ]

It's alright.

Goodbye, Shinji-kun.

[Video]

[forevalone]

_{[He knows it's just a polite means of dismissal but hearing Goodbye from Kaworu is slightly panic inducing. Still, he nods, looking rather pale.]}

I'll...I'll talk to you again soon.

[Video]

[5thchild]

If you wish to.

[Video]

[forevalone]

O-Of course.

[Video]

[5thchild]

[ he nods, silently.

He won't turn off the video, and prefers for Shinji to do that. ]