Of course it was! It was humiliating!

Not only is it ill fitting of the both of us to engage like that, [Draco lowers his voice to an urgent hiss.] it was too damn revealing.

[of course, as a Malfoy, Draco knows to keep potential lifelines alive until they're unneeded, so he soothes his scalding tone for a moment. his voice is still quiet, just in case.]

...It wasn't the help itself so much as—it was overwhelming, you understand. I didn't expect to...

[you know. cry.]