[Well, it was over now, at least. No harm done...?]

Same here. I'd rather not be branded as a lunatic. But keeping that kind of thing a secret? I'm not sure if I could keep it all to myself. [He feels depressing thoughts coming on, and it comes through in his voice.] Especially when I think of the friends I've already made here. When I get home, how am I going to explain why I feel so awful?

[... oops, there he went again, into awful territory he should have probably avoided. Sorry about that.]